HAI.

I'm posting a journal since I haven't posted one for months. Like, not since I liked Twilight which was awhile ago but I've now decided that it's OK. It's good and bad. Like Harry Potter. And Skins. OMFG SKINS IS GOOD. Anyway.

I HATE LEAP. ^___________^
IT SHOULD DIE A HORRIBLE AND PAINFUL DEATH LIKE BEING STRETCHED WITH IRON SHACKLES OVER A BURNING PIT OF...BURNING STUFF.

AND OMFG GEOGRAPHY TOO. WTF AM I MEANT TO DO FOR THE STORY PROJECT PICTURES?! I CAN'T FREAKING DRAW!

AND YAY RAIN. It rained today. Lots and lots and I went outside and sat in the rain and got wet and it was very very fun.

I had to run like, 10 km today in the rain as well. I died.
And people were like 'You okay? You have asthma?' because I was so far behind but I was like 'I'm just unfit' twas funny.

And then I did homework. And wrote another 839 words in 20 minutes for Nano. WOOO. Only like, 17000 behind? Yeah. And my plot has died. But Nano's kinda cool.

Anjali.

O.M.G.
*fangirl squee*

akdsfjhasdfkljashdgfksaj.
The best way to describe it.
Describe what, exactly?
Eclipse, of course!

Now. It is taking all my strength to NOT post spoilers here. SO I will say no more about it than
OH MY FREAKING GAWD.

Now. If I may direct you all over to this website -> [link]

Read the excerpts, all you people who have read the Twilight books! And as long as you have read the first book, Twilight, read the Midnight Sun Chapter one!!!!!
NOW!!!!!

And if you haven't read Twilight, do so RIGHT NOW.
JHonestly. Go out and BUY the book, or steal it, or...I don't care. Just read it.
Actually don't steal it. That would be bad.

But anyway. On a different topic.
[link] = Addictive.
Play.
I got to 246 first go.
Damn that game.

Toodles!

Ali

I GOT NEW MOON.
The second twilight.
I bought Twilight on Sunday, and read it.
Lent it to Tess on Monday. Who's reading it.
Reserved New Moon on Monday also,
but it didn't come in quick enough so I bought it today!

I'm <s>robably, possibly</s>, hopefully getting Eclipse on the weekend.

Ali

P.S.
You can borrow it after me, Eishi.

I cracked. I cracked and shattered. I've been pushed to breaking point.

Yeah. I know you'll laugh when you read this, but honestly I don't give a shit. Sure, I have no friends and I'm a loner. But I don't give a shit anymore.

I was speaking to someone last week. And you know what they said?
"The ones that hide their feelings are the one's who are the most self-conscious,"
Yeah. I'm self-conscious. I hide what I think, because I know you'll taunt me, and when you insult me, I care.

Here's 3 things you might not know -

I'm not Blind. I know I need glasses, but I ain't blind. I do notice things, and I do listen.
I'm not Stupid. Sure, I'm slow. But I ain't stupid. And the worst part is you think I am. Just to let you know, I'm not gullible enough to fall for your excuses.
I have feelings. Shocking, right! Who would have guessed that I do give a damn.

You wanna know something? I freakin' cried myself to sleep the other night. And I so rarely cry, it's not funny.

So, I hope you're happy. If this was a game to you, you won. I lost.

I know I might never be as good as you, but I give up. What's the point of trying if it justs gets shoved back in my face.

EDIT --
If you got to my school. It ain't you.

So. Today I am sick. Sickysickysicky. I can hardly breathe because I'm coughing. But I get to miss out on school.
I'm home alone. And there's a big tarantula somewhere. It's scary.
I've been on photoshop and forums. And...yeah.

On another note, this is for people in my debating team *coughvivandeishicough* but I have insiders on the adjudicating thing. She's my mum's best friends oldest daughter, and she has been adjudicating for 5 years. SO she's good. Sadly, she refuses to adudicate ours, and if she has to she will swap with someone, BUT she has no problem helping us next time we debate.
So that's good.
And she told me that our last judge WAS gay (I knew it!) and every judge hated the last topic, and...yeah.

Ali